finally a High School graduate.
Got that goddamn mother fucking diploma.
My parents seemed proud…and that’s all I really wanted.
As for everything else…I have no idea.
Why didn’t I learn to treat everything like it was the last time. My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future.
— (via teresachennnn)
I lost my temper. I was so angry at myself…at everything, and I just blew up at her.
I wanted her to hate me, to tell me what a failure I am.
But when I came back into the car, it was silent.
I felt so guilty that I whispered an apology to her. She simply patted my leg, smiled and said, “Ok” and started babbling about some random shit as if it never happened…
She is too forgiving of me…and I just plain outright suck as a human being.
And if there is one thing that can calm me down, it’s star gazing.
On a clear, warm, breezy night like this, how can one ignore their beauty?
Someone I once cared very deeply about…once told me, “When you look at the stars, think about me”
And since then, the stars have always held significance to me.
When I think about it…someone else is looking at the same stars at me whether it be in the next town or in the next country.
They are the one thing constant in this hell of a life…people change, I change, disappointments, abandonment. But at the end of each day, I can always count on the stars to be there even on a cloudy day. That’s why…I always like to tell people when it’s a nice night out in hopes that it will give them a simple reason to keep their heads up.
-Tracy
-18
- Suburbs of Chicago
